Jag kan hålla med dig om att OT3 hade en negativ påverkan på L. Ron Hubbard!
Men det finns en tidigare händelse runt 1945 som även det har påverkat hans mentala hälsa till det sämre och det är
The Babalon Working Det är Jack Parsons som noterar det i ett brev till Marjorie Cameron! Han påverkades inte negativt av Babalon Working!
25 Jan 1950
I have the text of Dee's skrying in the 7th Aire, as he said "so terrified me that, beseeching God to have mercy upon me, I finally answer that I will from this day forward meddle no more herein." The voice, speaking from Kelly, resulted in a sinister dissociation of Kelly's personality. The parallel with my own working with Ron is appalling. After this Kelly robbed Dee, absconded with his wife, and developed a criminal confidence career. This is the voice:
In view of the fact that this MSS was unknown to Hubbard and I [sic], the parallelism is really extraordinary. I have found another prophecy in Khaled Khan which I shall send later.
http://web.archive.org/web/20060422141414/http://www.babalon.net/jwp/camltrs.html
Hubbard vidrör saken själv här i Bolivar Policy 1967 den 12 Februari att han var dysfunktionell en tid efter kriget!
Sidan 12
Not to compare with Bolivar but to show my understanding of this:
I once had a similar one. “I would keep going as long as I could and when I was
stopped I would then die.” This was a solution mild enough to state and really hard to
understand until you had an inkling of what I meant by keeping going. Meteors keep
going—very, very fast. And so did I. Then one day ages back I finally was stopped
after countless little stoppings by social contacts and family to prepare me culminating in a navy more devoted to braid than dead enemies and literally I quit. For a while I couldn’t get a clue of what was wrong with me. Life went completely unlivable until I found a new solution. So I know the frailty of these single solutions. Not to compare myself but just to show it happens to us all, not just Bolivars.
https://www.tep-online.info/laku/usa/reli/scien/SECRETDOX/1978_79.PDF
Hans närstående kände inte igen honom efter Andra Världskriget!
Betty är Saras smeknamn!
Bare-Faced Messiah, The Mystery of the missing Research page 133 - 134
On 14 April 1947, the long-suffering Polly filed for a divorce in Port Orchard, Washington, on the grounds of desertion and non-support. She was still unaware that her husband had 're-married'; she did not even know he was living with another woman. That situation was soon to change.
Three weeks after Polly set divorce proceedings in motion, Ron scandalized his family by moving into The Hilltop with Sara. 'It was an awful slap in the face for his mother,' said his Aunt Marnie. 'Hub and May deeply disapproved. It was very difficult for them as they had Polly and the children living with them. The family clammed up about it and never mentioned it. When Ron took Sara up to The Hilltop I said to my sister, "Well, we loved him as a child, Midgie, but he's a perfect stranger to us now."'
The family would have been even more shocked had they known that Ron had married Sara; only Ron's friend, Mac Ford, knew the truth and he kept quiet. 'I ran into Ron one evening when he was taking the children to the theatre in Bremerton,' Ford said. 'We hadn't seen each other since before the war and when we were talking in the lobby he mentioned something about marrying again. I thought it was strange because I knew that he was not divorced from Polly, but I did not say anything because I didn't want to get involved.'
Hubbard filed an agreement to the divorce on 1 June and an interlocutory decree was awarded on 23 June. Polly was given custody of the children, costs and $25 a month maintenance for each child. Knowing Ron, she did not cherish much hope of the maintenance payments arriving regularly, if at all.
https://www.cs.cmu.edu/~dst/Library/Shelf/miller/bfm08.htm
All den här bakgrunden gör att L. Ron Hubbard skriver till Försvarsmakten 1947-10-15 i USA, och ber om psykiatrisk behandling och informerar att han går på medicinering, och är medveten om att han är alvarligt psykiskt störd, och självmordsbenägen!
http://www.xenu.net/archive/ronthenut/beg.htm
Det här går ju stick i stäv med vad Hubbard Säger i sin Filosofi!
https://www.lronhubbard.org/articles-and-essays/my-philosophy.html
Han fick ingen psykiatrisk behandling, så han försökte kurera sig själv med sina Affirmationer 1947, men Den Svenske Överpsykiatrikern Ulf Brettstam kommer till undsättning om än 60 år senare och analyserar hans Affirmationer steg för steg och kommer med en utvärdering i slutet av avhandlingen!
http://lermanet.org/exit/hubbard-admissions-psychiatric-eval.html
Överpsykiatriker Ulf Brettstam finns på Facebook!
Och här är hans hemsida om Scientologikyrkan!
http://ulf.ing-steen.se/BRETTSTAMS_DEBATTSIDOR/A_psychiatric_view_on_L_Ron_Hubbard.html
Det är normalt för Magiker att göra Affirmationer man behöver inte vara psykiskt störd för att gör det. Jack Parsons gör en sådan Affirmation här!
Analysis by a Master of the Temple of the Critical Nodes in the Experience of his Material Vehicle John Whiteside “Jack” Parsons
https://hermetic.com/parsons/analysis-by-a-master-of-the-temple
Allt det här går inte ihop med vad Hubbard säger i min Filosofi, Vilket gör att det finns skäl att ta upp saken i domstolsförhandlingarna i Kalifornien 1984!
Superior Court of The State of California Reporters' Daily Transcript (June 4, 1984) Page 4358
Q BY MR. FLYNN: Now, Mr. Young, have you seen the list of misrepresentations that Armstrong says that Mr. Hubbard made about himself?
It is exhibit double V in this case.
A Yes, I have.
Q And there is a notation in there that, “This officer has no neurotic tendencies whatsoever.”
MR. LITT: There is a note in here, an exhibit double V?
MR. FLYNN: Correct.
Q That is in “My Philosophy”; right?
A If you will show me the exact passage.
Q Naval records state, “This officer has no neurotic or psychotic tendencies whatsoever.” That is the representation that Mr. Hubbard is making about himself that he says that is what the Naval records say; right?
A What you are showing me is a list of misrepresentations alleged by Gerry Armstrong, not Mr. Hubbard’s.
Q But are you familiar with the fact that Mr. Hubbard says that that is what his Naval records say?
A I missed you on that point. Is that what this documents says?
Q Have you looked through Mr. Hubbard’s Naval
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records?
A Yes, I have looked through the Veteran’s Administration records.
Q Have you looked through Mr. Hubbard’s representations about himself which are marked exhibits 500-A through 500-D?
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MR. LITT: Object; assumes facts not in evidence, that it has not been established that all of these documents are Mr. Hubbard’s representations about himself at all.
MR. FLYNN: Mr. Armstrong testified about this precise point.
THE COURT: I think there is evidence upon which you can infer that.
Q BY MR. FLYNN: Have you read where Mr. Hubbard states about himself, saying that his Naval say, “This officer has no neurotic or psychotic tendencies whatsoever”?
Have you read where L. Ron Hubbard has said that about himself?
MR. LITT: What question is Mr. Young supposed to answer, Your Honor.
THE COURT: Have you seen that particular comment in any of Mr. Hubbard’s authorized biographies, biographies that have been authorized by Mr. Hubbard?
THE WITNESS: Something to that effect, Your Honor. But I still would prefer to have the exact exhibit.
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Q Well let me show you exhibit triple U dated October 15, 1947 where Mr. Hubbard says, “I cannot account for nor rise above long periods of moroseness and suicidal inclinations.”
And he is requesting psychiatric treatment; do you see that?
A Yes, I see it.
Q Signed by L. Ron Hubbard; is that correct?
A Appears to be.
Q Now when you were running around looking up Snake Thompson, did you consider that to be more important than whether or not Mr. Hubbard is mentally ill?
http://www.gerryarmstrong.org/50k/legal/a1/2526.php
L Ron Hubbards Affirmations behandlades också under rättegången
Plaintiff agrees to return the following:
(a) All originals and copies of the manuscript for the work "Excalibur" written by L. Ron Hubbard;
(b) All originals and copies of documents commonly known as the "Affirmations" written by L. Ron Hubbard;
http://www.gerryarmstrong.org/50k/legal/a1/625.php