2011-07-02, 18:57
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Ursprungligen postat av bill clayton
I USA hade han fått sitta kvar i fängelset.
Iom att han var svensk medborgare eller hade rätt till svenskt medborgarskap ville han till Sverige för att komma ut ur finkan.
Iom att han var svensk medborgare eller hade rätt till svenskt medborgarskap ville han till Sverige för att komma ut ur finkan.
Unfortunately i find it necessary to start answering some questions before speculations take on a life of their own..the problem is 'where to begin ?'
First and foremost I want all of you to understand that any inferences that lean towards my character or character flaws can certainly be speculated about BUT the people that really know me have understood from..or after..meeting me on a personal level, that I NEVER seek any type of admiration/attention or recognition for what I have done in the past or in prison or in Sweden.
Someone evidently decided to 'think' that I want to project an image of being a hard person..a tough guy..a bad-boy osv...osv.. That is very far from the truth.
I am generally a quite withdrawn person..I don't like to get 'noticed in public', I don't like when I read someone's psychological hypothesis about what makes' Rick' tick.
Most of you don't have a clue.
I see that new names have popped up since I last logged in to FB. If any form of explanation concerning the documentary or where I am now will give satisfaction then I will try and spit out a few facts (as long as the mods let me..i don't know how long a response can be ????)
To begin with:
1) I DO NOT live in Librobeck
2) I do not live in Uppsala
3) I am healthy. I do not use illegal drugs nor do I drink
4) The documentary was absolutely NOT a set-up as far as the vräkning/polis involvement was concerned.
5) A couple of 'newer users'..francobolo mm must have very good conections somewhere because what he (francobola) writes is very true.
6) I have never been convicted of any crime in Sweden
7) I have had some pretty shitty encounters with the Uppsala police. On two occaisions they felt it necessary to use their insatts styrka. However, the Uppsala polis have always handled any 'affairs' with me in a very respectful way, albeit a bit tougher than how they would deal with a svensson in the same situation. They are trained to be effective when they arrest a suspect but I can honestly say that after all was said and done (with me) I have no complaints. I have been very, very pissed off at them at times but I think that it's a normal response to get angry when you get a machine gun pointed in your face.I think that they understand that.
I have refused to speak to Tom Alandh or anyone connected to SVT since the documentary was shown.
I'm still angry about how the film was put together. Decamerone wrote..or called it a haste and paste job. He is correct. Tom was trying to sew up 2 other docs and get them out before summer vacation.
To drag all of you into my personal life is sort of unavoidable. I am not seeking attention; only explaining how all this went down.
Tom Alandh called me at 10:00 on the morning in question and asked me if he and Björn could drive up to Uppsala for a few last words for the film..he also asked if I was nervous about that kronis was coming to throw me out.
I had no idea that this 'vräkning' was about to happen at 14:30 the same day 20/4. I had stopped going to check my mail box. I never get good news in the mail anyway.
After Tom told me about it I started drinking (a bit heavily). By 13:00 I had become unconcious. I found out afterwards that Tom had read a hastily written note that was on the floor and immediately called a relative (a cousin, I believe) that works at Blanka and either read my note to the police or gave them an idea of the contents of it.I think that it was utseende that commented about this being a set-up earlier in this thread. it wasn't and if i had been awake I never would have let them open a window...wide open..and let ANYONE film me in that degrading situation. Utseende/undseende is correct..NO police department either here or in America would allow a situation like that to be filmed..BUT because of Tom's connection it became a reality. A terribly embarassing situation to be filmed in.
In its totality the documentary became a film of my disintegration. On another note to those who feel that i 'fuc**d up' opportunities that sweden gave me etc. etc.
Not so.
I came to sweden after my prison sentence was completed. I, unlike Michael Schiold and Annika Östberg, was never granted a 'transfer' to a prison facilty in sweden. I came here with next to nothing (compared to many others who come from other countrys) and I began a law-abiding life. I bought a home and a new car and got married..all within the span of 2 years. That was done with simple hard work..no bidrag..no special treatment of any kind. I can do absolutely nothing to change anyones opinion about me ..what people 'think' i am..or strive to be. No psychologist can unravel 'me' and even if they tried they would simply have to admit that there is nothing remarkable or unusual about my way of thinking.The only thing that I believe is that my behavior irritates people because I speak my mind and the only one that can understand my language is an American.
Last but not least..I consider myself lucky to be alive at my age and I am grateful for every new day that I wake up to..but mostly i'm grateful to be blessed with a true friend that has been beside me throughout all the misery and mistakes that I have made over the years.
Jag använder en 'lånad dator' så jag kanske inte kan svara på en gång men jag vill klara upp alla spekulationer så gott jag kan så tråden kan bli lugnare och gå tillbaka till vad den skall användas till.
BTW..om någon tror att de har min mobil nummer så är de välkommen att ringa. Kanske ni får den som hade stulit den att svara

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Senast redigerad av Rixter 2011-07-02 kl. 19:15. Anledning: stav fel
Senast redigerad av Rixter 2011-07-02 kl. 19:15. Anledning: stav fel