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Gaianzenith
Ja det är så sorgligt!! Meditation kan vara hur bra som helst och schamanism har ju hjälpt en del. Det är så svårt att försonas med tanken på att han snubblade på vägen i sitt sökande. Tror att de andra kanske också hoppades att han kunde få ro av meditation, urs 😢
If I could believe in this, that he
really suffered (in April not 2 years ago). That he couldn't find calm and relief
in his life, so that in the end he wanted to die and even his passion for his music, his care for his friends and family couldn't rescue him.
It would be easier for me to cope with his death, if there were not so many doubts.
Of course there are people, who remain ill for a long time or their whole life, when they suffered from mental health problems. But I also know examples, where people recovered, when the circumstances changed.
My impression was that Tim's main problem was, that he didn't want to perform as a Dj. This part of his work together with partying caused his illnesses and what followed.
But he really seemed to be much better. So I thought he would belong to the people who overcome their illness. I still see Tim as a person who didn't want to die.
(and the fact that he was found in one of the most strange places I can think of, doesn't make it better)