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Skadorna som uppstår efter ett sexuellt övergrepp är sällan omfattande rent fysiskt; oftast är det ytliga blåmärken och skrapmärken som kan uppstå, till exempel genom att gärningsmannen har hållit fast offret eller genom att offret har försökt värja sig. Även skador i underlivet är ovanliga. Om individen blir paralyserad och inte gör motstånd är risken för skada mindre.

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Den vanligaste typen av skada är blåmärken och skrapsår på överarmarna, insidan av låren och skinkorna. I samband med orala övergrepp kan det uppstå petekier och blåmärken i munhålan, tandskador eller skador på läppband och tungband. Förutom blåmärken ses ofta rivsår, bettmärken och sugmärken. Skador på bröst, ansikte, nacke/hals, huvud och i vissa fall benbrott förekommer ofta hos de sexualbrottsoffer som uppvisar skador.

I just want to get raped SO BAD. This is getting out of control, ugh! In the past week this has been all I could think about. I’m so frustrated it’s insane.
Like, yesterday I was watching some Netflix and suddenly BAM!, scene where a random man assaults a girl and tries to rape her. I got so horny I had to turn off the TV and masturbate thinking about being in the girl’s place. Afterwards I was all frustrated and didn’t feel satisfied at all.
I also started “baiting” involuntary, if that makes sense. I just make choices that I know are bad for my safety and just wait for something to happen. I’m still too scared to actually go bait but I found myself doing this more than once without even noticing. Like, friday night I was hanging out with some friends. It was late and I had to go home. We were in a kinda dangerous zone so everyone was either walking home in company or getting a ride by a friend. A guy asked me if I wanted a ride and I was like, “nah, I’m gonna walk home alone, thanks”. He insisted because he was worried and I kept saying “no, it’s fine! I wanna walk alone.” At some point he just looked at me and said “look, I’m not gonna make you walk alone, it’s too dangerous! Do you wanna get raped or something?”
I immediately thought YES, YES I DO! but obviously couldn’t say anything to him so I just gave up and accepted his ride. Again, I was SO frustrated! I know he was just worried about me and that’s sweet I guess but I just want someone to take advantage of me!
I swear this started out as an innocent fantasy that was “never gonna be real” and now all I can think about is that I want someone to pin me down and fuck me while I cry and beg him to stop, damn.
Anyway, sorry about this mess! I’m just very frustrated and like usual this community is the perfect place for me to vent and share my desires, lol.

There's nothing in this town, is there some sort of crime map where you can see where the crimes happen in certain places? So I can figure out where to go lol

Lately I've been obsessed with anal rape. I've never done anal, I'm sure I'd find it painful (I have endometriosis) and I don't really want to in real life.... But I've been watching and reading more and more anal rape porn and am finding myself saying "Rape my ass" as I cum and reminiscing with my previous partner about past rape role play and mentioning how I wanted him to rape my ass as I was unconscious. Is it just a phase? 😋

I'm really eager to bait but I feel like if I didn't get any outcome for a while then it would probably make me discouraged. I assume rape baits are less successful than they are success. Anyone with experience who can say how often it works?

Lately I found myself saying/moaning different things when I cum when masturbating.
"Please rape me"
"Fuck me like the whore I am"
"Please make me your slut"
"Hit my fucking face"
"Rape my holes"
"Choke me"
"Make me cry"
"Make me gag"
I suspect this is because lately I haven't had a partner so these are things I'm just saying/moaning out loud when masturbating. It's like I need to act it out somehow since I don't have a partner to rape me or hit me or fuck me like a whore.
I miss this sex with a partner, guys. It's something I really need in my life. I love reading the posts on this sub, they hold me over.

I was raped at 15 then raped at 18 in my freshman year of college. I crave it now. Those were my first two sexual experiences and I just feel bored if a hookup lacks the elements of choking and roughness. The first things I ask for in bed are to be slapped, called a whore, and choked to the verge of passing out. It either freaks out the guys I'm with or makes our relationship weird after a brutal hookup. I've lost two friendships because we hooked up and I asked them to beat the shit out of me in bed, which they did, but couldn't look me in the eye the morning after. I crave it, I can't stop, and I hate that I want pain despite knowing it's wrong.

So I'm a security officer (unarmed) and all I want is to be raped while at work. I want a man to threaten me and force me into an area where there's no cameras. Beat me around and force me. All while saying I'm pathetic for thinking I'm tough just cause I'm security.

This is honestly one of my biggest fantasies tbh! And it goes against all the things I believe in but just the thought always gets me hot and bothered.
All my closest friends know I believe in feminism. I’m not super loud about it, definitely not like “Hi I’m PrettyContinent and I’m a feminist” and I don’t talk about it often, but if someone would ask me I would say without problems that I’m a feminist. My fantasy is being raped by an extremely misogynistic man, like old-fashioned douchebag who believes women belong in the kitchen and shouldn’t express their opinions because it’s not “ladylike”. I always imagine someone hearing me talk about my political views, sharing my opinions with everyone and getting extremely pissed off and deciding to “punish” me to teach me my place. I imagine someone a lot bigger than me, like super taller & heavier who has no problem in pinning me down and have his way with me. Maybe I’d like being humiliated in a kinda condescendingly, sweet way, like him talking about “how cute I am when I think I can be all equal to a man when I’m obviously made to take cock” and then showing me he can super easily do whatever he wants to me. I imagine him laughing at my screams and my attempts to get him off me and sarcastically baby talking me with things like “awwwn look at her go!” and then like slapping me to make me stop fighting even tho my attempts are obviously useless.

I am planning on doing a CNC scene and I want to know the best way to get drugged up.
I have some sleeping pills from my doctor but I haven't tried them yet. Anyone have any experience with benzos?
Pros would be:
a good body/mind high without being totally unconscious.
a short recovery period
not super dangerous.
I don't drink alcohol or smoke weed so I am not worried about the side effects that can come from mixing drugs and alcohol/other drugs.
I'm about 130lb, 5'4" if anyone has suggestions on dosing