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T(-01:30, 9:00AM)
I smoked 0.3g (Equal to 15mg JWH-250) of my homemade spice blend in a short handrolled spliff on my terrace. Then went in to eat a very light breakfast consisting of 2 slices of toast and one glass of orange juice.
T(+00:00, 10:30AM)
I grinded down 0,5g Salvia Divinorum into my bong. I topped it with a sparkle (.05g) of my homemade spice blend. (Equal to 2,5mg JWH-250)
I walked out on my terasse, big mistake, and started taking heavy tokes since i know that Salvorin A has a high boiling point. About 5 seconds after the first three hits i was gone. I stood leaned against a table and I just fell out of touch and reality with EVERYTHING. I had this strong psychedelic but still dreamlike experience. I have no idea of whether this was OEV's, CEV's or dreams. It just happened, I was simply thrown into another world. My surroundings was nonexistant to me, like in a dream. Still, I was standing leaned, clearly awake.. Lots of things happened inside my brain and it all scared the shit out of me. There is very little to recall except a messy vortex of indescribable memories. That now have subsided entirely.
But here is the one thing that I clearly remember:
It was the ultimate unification of the human race. Not in terms of peace, but in the terms of that everyone got gathered.
It all started somewhere in the end of the trance I had been taken into. I thought of myself, and a billion myselves appeared. Just as confused as I was. We had been glued next to each other in a perfect 2-dimensional puzzle with no possibility of getting out. It was like I had a place meant for me in the universe and that if someone would replace it they would be exactly like me, my infinite number of potential replacements were all there with me. Very confused and a bit scared. Then I thought of my family and they clearly appeared in front of me. I freaked out a bit since it really felt like they were all there right in front of me, just staring, but fully alive and present.
Then I thought the ultimate thought for the moment; I thought about ME.
Everyone appeared, the entire human species. Everyone that could ever think that I am me. The one name of our entire look upon ourselves. We were put into a cubic grid. Locked into place in the same type of puzzle as I described previously except now it wasn't only me in infinity, but the human race in infinity. And right at the moment where everybody was wondering what the fuck was going on when I suddenly realised I stood leaning against a wooden table in bright daylight with alot of insight from the street because of the early spring not making the bushes especially thick of leaves. I felt blown away and scared shitless. I had no sense of time at all, I could have stood there for several hours. Although I quickly came to the conclusion that I could not have stood there for so long since in that case I would be freezing.
I then heard something from my neighbors terrace. There was atleast two people talking. I heard how one of them was talking about my smoking sessions on the terrace. I realised they might even look at me through the sparsely leaf-covered hedge. I heard them talk about telling my mom know about my sessions. Which freaked me out to the maximum.
* This could have been an auditory hallucination, but I'm not sure since I was stupid enough to not have a sitter with me. *
I quickly went inside to put my entire stash of drugs, nootropics, alcohol and chemistry-related objects like vials and regents into several cardboard boxes. I had no sense of time, but looking back it must have taken quite a while. I guess an estimated 20-30min where i sobered up from both substances.
So that's it. Written fresh from memory, just landing on baseline.
Fucked up experience, I will have to reflect over this for some time now.
Peace, love and respect,
Tukotih Doji
[Approx T(+1:20), 11:50AM, 16-03-2011]
I smoked 0.3g (Equal to 15mg JWH-250) of my homemade spice blend in a short handrolled spliff on my terrace. Then went in to eat a very light breakfast consisting of 2 slices of toast and one glass of orange juice.
T(+00:00, 10:30AM)
I grinded down 0,5g Salvia Divinorum into my bong. I topped it with a sparkle (.05g) of my homemade spice blend. (Equal to 2,5mg JWH-250)
I walked out on my terasse, big mistake, and started taking heavy tokes since i know that Salvorin A has a high boiling point. About 5 seconds after the first three hits i was gone. I stood leaned against a table and I just fell out of touch and reality with EVERYTHING. I had this strong psychedelic but still dreamlike experience. I have no idea of whether this was OEV's, CEV's or dreams. It just happened, I was simply thrown into another world. My surroundings was nonexistant to me, like in a dream. Still, I was standing leaned, clearly awake.. Lots of things happened inside my brain and it all scared the shit out of me. There is very little to recall except a messy vortex of indescribable memories. That now have subsided entirely.
But here is the one thing that I clearly remember:
It was the ultimate unification of the human race. Not in terms of peace, but in the terms of that everyone got gathered.
It all started somewhere in the end of the trance I had been taken into. I thought of myself, and a billion myselves appeared. Just as confused as I was. We had been glued next to each other in a perfect 2-dimensional puzzle with no possibility of getting out. It was like I had a place meant for me in the universe and that if someone would replace it they would be exactly like me, my infinite number of potential replacements were all there with me. Very confused and a bit scared. Then I thought of my family and they clearly appeared in front of me. I freaked out a bit since it really felt like they were all there right in front of me, just staring, but fully alive and present.
Then I thought the ultimate thought for the moment; I thought about ME.
Everyone appeared, the entire human species. Everyone that could ever think that I am me. The one name of our entire look upon ourselves. We were put into a cubic grid. Locked into place in the same type of puzzle as I described previously except now it wasn't only me in infinity, but the human race in infinity. And right at the moment where everybody was wondering what the fuck was going on when I suddenly realised I stood leaning against a wooden table in bright daylight with alot of insight from the street because of the early spring not making the bushes especially thick of leaves. I felt blown away and scared shitless. I had no sense of time at all, I could have stood there for several hours. Although I quickly came to the conclusion that I could not have stood there for so long since in that case I would be freezing.
I then heard something from my neighbors terrace. There was atleast two people talking. I heard how one of them was talking about my smoking sessions on the terrace. I realised they might even look at me through the sparsely leaf-covered hedge. I heard them talk about telling my mom know about my sessions. Which freaked me out to the maximum.
* This could have been an auditory hallucination, but I'm not sure since I was stupid enough to not have a sitter with me. *
I quickly went inside to put my entire stash of drugs, nootropics, alcohol and chemistry-related objects like vials and regents into several cardboard boxes. I had no sense of time, but looking back it must have taken quite a while. I guess an estimated 20-30min where i sobered up from both substances.
So that's it. Written fresh from memory, just landing on baseline.
Fucked up experience, I will have to reflect over this for some time now.
Peace, love and respect,
Tukotih Doji
[Approx T(+1:20), 11:50AM, 16-03-2011]
Så, det var det. Någon vecka sedan den skrevs men slänger upp den nu för alla som vill läsa.
När jag läser den nu ser jag mina fel i det engelska språket, men den skrevs vid T+1:20 så det får ni leva med
Edit:
Vill bara betygsätta min upplevelse. Jag har inte tagit skada eller fått någon speciell insikt av denna upplevelsen bortsett från kunskapen om hur kraftigt Salvia kan slå dig utan att du anar det. Det fanns ingen stig uppåt i ruset, det slog till med full kraft direkt, tog kanske 5 hjärtslag sen var det igång. I mina ögon en (+++) i Shulgin-skalan men jag har inte så omfattande bruk av psykedelika så kanske mer åt (++). Häftigt var det bannemig iaf, skulle dock haft en sitter menmen.
Salvia Div. får alltså en (++/+++) av mig. Eller 7/10 diamanter i himlen om vi talar om hur nöjd jag blev med trippen.
Edit 2:
Måste bara skriva igen. Jag minns små fragment av hur hela världen dök upp i min "vision" och det var verkligen extraordinärt. Det började med att en helt främmande människa bara hakade i mig på sidan och kunde inte ta sig loss, vi tittade förvirrat på varandra och sedan bara byggdes det på. Vårat par med ett annat par, våra 2 par med 2 andra par, osv.
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Senast redigerad av Tukotih 2011-03-25 kl. 10:30.
Senast redigerad av Tukotih 2011-03-25 kl. 10:30.