I was so psyched for yesterday. I was gonna take some drops from my acid i have at home, and not just stay in my apartment, no. I was going to venture out in the forest, where iw never been before. I live in a kinda small city in Sweden, so its kinda close to the forest, but i never thought of doing that by myself.
First i went up at long hill that led to a mountain, where i sat on my backback and looked out on the city. The view was amazing. The weather was kinda foggy, but that dident bother me at all. After one hour of gazing into the city and listening to some Sabbath, i thought id like to move on. I went further up on the mountain, sneaking around, smelling, touching trees. So many different smells. I heard something banging in the forest. Was it from a human? Maby hes trying to fix something. I walked quietly to the sound, and i dident find a human, it was a woodpecker. I stood there, astounded for maby 20-30 min, and just smiled as i stared at the bird. It flew away a few times, but it always came back. I said farewell to the little bird as i ventured on. I followed a path that led to another part of the city thats called Tureborg, where i dident wanna stay for long, so instead of going back to the city, i took a different path that led into the forest again. I walked by a creek, it was so wonderful.
The sounds, the different forms the water was taking as it went down the stream.
I sat there on my knees, watching, listening. Then i heard someone. Someone was on the same path as me. I stood up, decided to walk along, so they wouldent find a "weirdo" that just stared at the water, haha. It was a elderly couple, no worries. They talked to each other, then when they came to me they where silent, like i interrupted them. I said -Hello, and they gave me a silent "hi" back. Then they resumed their little talk. I felt that, why would they stop talking just because i was there, just another human being. Felt kinda weird.
The path i was taking led back to my home, but i felt that i needed more nature, more excitement. The path split in two. One for home, and one that iw never been on before, just maby 100m's in. I like to sit there on the summer and toke.
I took the path to the forest, and just realised that i flet like Sam in Lord of the rings. He was scared to go further, where he never been before, but he did it anyways. I did the same. I was always walking very quietly, like i dident want anything to hear me. I was a guest in the forest, so i behaved. I was like a deer. Dident make a sound. Listened for other animals. The feeling was great. Total silence, beside the birds of course. I dident hear the city anymore. I walked deeper and deeper into the forest. Suddenly i realised just that. I dident hear the city. Where was i even? I felt lost. I could go back the same way, but the ape inside of me wanted to follow the path.
I started to feel a small panic deep inside of me. The path split. Which way to go? Right? Left? Middle? I let my guts lead the way. Now i dident sneak anymore, i walked with big steps, making noise all around me. I dident care anymore. I wanted to get home, safely.
I thought to myself, what if i am really lost. I was 3-4 hours into my trip, and the most intense parts haven't come yet. What if i take the wrong path, deeper into the forest. Then the dark will lay as a sheath over it, making me harmless, disarmed.
I walked with these thoughts for a while. I checked the clock. 16:00? Iw been out there for more then one and a half hour. Then, suddenly i could hear some noises from the city again. I started to walk even faster. Then the forest broke up, and i realized iw gone in a big round circle, leading back to where i started! I took a deep last breath from the clean air, and went back to my home.
Iw never felt this good in my life.
You should try it.
First i went up at long hill that led to a mountain, where i sat on my backback and looked out on the city. The view was amazing. The weather was kinda foggy, but that dident bother me at all. After one hour of gazing into the city and listening to some Sabbath, i thought id like to move on. I went further up on the mountain, sneaking around, smelling, touching trees. So many different smells. I heard something banging in the forest. Was it from a human? Maby hes trying to fix something. I walked quietly to the sound, and i dident find a human, it was a woodpecker. I stood there, astounded for maby 20-30 min, and just smiled as i stared at the bird. It flew away a few times, but it always came back. I said farewell to the little bird as i ventured on. I followed a path that led to another part of the city thats called Tureborg, where i dident wanna stay for long, so instead of going back to the city, i took a different path that led into the forest again. I walked by a creek, it was so wonderful.
The sounds, the different forms the water was taking as it went down the stream.
I sat there on my knees, watching, listening. Then i heard someone. Someone was on the same path as me. I stood up, decided to walk along, so they wouldent find a "weirdo" that just stared at the water, haha. It was a elderly couple, no worries. They talked to each other, then when they came to me they where silent, like i interrupted them. I said -Hello, and they gave me a silent "hi" back. Then they resumed their little talk. I felt that, why would they stop talking just because i was there, just another human being. Felt kinda weird.
The path i was taking led back to my home, but i felt that i needed more nature, more excitement. The path split in two. One for home, and one that iw never been on before, just maby 100m's in. I like to sit there on the summer and toke.
I took the path to the forest, and just realised that i flet like Sam in Lord of the rings. He was scared to go further, where he never been before, but he did it anyways. I did the same. I was always walking very quietly, like i dident want anything to hear me. I was a guest in the forest, so i behaved. I was like a deer. Dident make a sound. Listened for other animals. The feeling was great. Total silence, beside the birds of course. I dident hear the city anymore. I walked deeper and deeper into the forest. Suddenly i realised just that. I dident hear the city. Where was i even? I felt lost. I could go back the same way, but the ape inside of me wanted to follow the path.
I started to feel a small panic deep inside of me. The path split. Which way to go? Right? Left? Middle? I let my guts lead the way. Now i dident sneak anymore, i walked with big steps, making noise all around me. I dident care anymore. I wanted to get home, safely.
I thought to myself, what if i am really lost. I was 3-4 hours into my trip, and the most intense parts haven't come yet. What if i take the wrong path, deeper into the forest. Then the dark will lay as a sheath over it, making me harmless, disarmed.
I walked with these thoughts for a while. I checked the clock. 16:00? Iw been out there for more then one and a half hour. Then, suddenly i could hear some noises from the city again. I started to walk even faster. Then the forest broke up, and i realized iw gone in a big round circle, leading back to where i started! I took a deep last breath from the clean air, and went back to my home.
Iw never felt this good in my life.
You should try it.
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Senast redigerad av ParanoidRocker 2014-03-02 kl. 12:29.
Senast redigerad av ParanoidRocker 2014-03-02 kl. 12:29.
